My Thoughts . . .

I thought that i'm the only one who miss you,
Might actually everyone else misses you too,

I thought that i'm the only one who think of you from dawn to dusk,
Might actually others does the same,

I thought that i'm the only one who have you deep in my heart,

Might actually everyone else having you deep in their hearts,

I thought that i'm the only one who want to talk to you everyday,
Might actually others feels the same things too,

I thought that i'm the only one who save our pictures together,
Might actually others are doing the same things,

I thought that i'm the only one who laughed like a silly when i remembered about how funny we were last time,

Might actually others does the same too,

I thought that i'm the only one who want you always,
Might actually everyone else does the same thing,

I thought that i'm the only one who feel insecure when it comes to you,
Might actually everyone else feels the same,

I thought that i'm the only one who get jealous when it comes to you,
Might actually everyone else gets the same things,

I thought that i'm the only one who scared to loose you,
Might actually everyone else scares too,

I thought that you are very special for me,
Might actually everyone else feels that you are very special for them,

I thought that i'm the only one who really care for you a lot,
Might actually everyone else does the same.



Well,

I thought that i'm very special for you,
Might actualy everyone around you are very special for you,

I thought that i'm the only one who you scared to loose,
Might actually you scared to loose for everyone,

I thought that i'm the best for you,
Might actually you take everyone around you are the best,

I thought that i'm the only one who you want to talk to always,
Might actually you want to talk to every others else always,

I thought that i'm the only one who you cared ,
Might actually u cared for everyone else,

I thought that i'm the only one who you miss,
Might actually you are missing for everyone else,

I thought that i'm the only one who you gave "kiss-emoticons",
Might actually you give to everyone else,

I thought that i'm the only one who you save our pictures together,
Might actually you are keeping everyone else's pictures.


What ever my thoughts and feelings are,
I will always be right here waiting and loyal to you where others will eventually leaves you.
I am asking my self where and what i am for you i found out that i should never ever think about that question ever. . .
I didnt know what are the reality and the truth, so im having my thoughts even though it hurts because i just cant take my mind off of you.


-mza-

Cardiac Necrosis

Cardiac Necrosis 

When the cardiac dies,

When the cardiac no longer works as it used to be,

When the cardiac no longer pumping its best loving partner since in the womb-blood,

When the cardiac dies, 

Nothing that we can do,

Trying to save the cardiac organ, 

The major power of the body, 

Tries to give the cardiac it beats, 

When the cardiac dies,

Nothing we can do, 

Calling the best surgeon so save it, 

Sophisticated technology at the sides, 

When the cardiac dies,

Nothing we can do, 

Look up to the sky high above, 

Asking God The Almighty for help,

Save the heart for the last time of chance, 

Asking God The Almighty for help,

To have its life back together with the long love-blood, 

And the answer is,

Millions chances had given,

But that One stopped the cardiac itself, 

Does not take good care of it, 

When the time comes,

When injuries present on the cardiac, 

The heart stops as it used to be,

Its too late, 

Never ask the God Almighty why didn't help,  

Ask yourself what you have done before ask others. 

-mza-