-->Muhammad farabi bin nizam, me
1) Must everyone be wonderring that, why and why my whatsapp's icon these two faces, wechat, twitter, instagram, blog, as my profile picture. Am i right? Well the story is damn long and if i could tell you now even the next coming decades will not finished on talking and discussing it.
2) Well this is my one and only one bestie. I have no other bestie besides him. I might have millions of friends but my bestie is only one and this is the one.
His full name is Muhammad Farabi Bin Nizam , born on 11th.september.1994 in kuala lumpur, Malaysia. Well i guess its enough for you to know him as a surface only because he is not available for anyone now and forever. Hahahaha. But wait, im serious ok..!!! LoL
3) I call my bestie with so many varieties of names. Sometimes i call farabi, sometimes i call bee, sometimes i call fara, sometimes but seldom to call fabii , and if at the whatsapp i call him something else which i dont want to share in here let only The God Almighty, my bestie and i knows it. HIKS. Hahahaha
4) Ok lah kan thats the only introduction of it well i havent finished yet. Waiittt...! ✋...!!! If you all follow my instagram at "muhdzaaed94" you will see various pictures that ive tagged him. And then i wrote few stories(mebi an essay) about my bestie related or unrelatedly to the pictures. Hahaha sometimes you can see i "hashtagged" him as a "friend since placenta" or in malay language as "kawan sejak daripada uri lagi". Bahahahaha. Aipp...!!! dont and never ask me that, why i say that. Luls.
5) Honestly, like this i have met with so many peoples on earth whether foreigners, black, brown, white, albino, charcoal, malaysians, or what ever it is i never ever seen someone like my bestie. Yet he is still the best one for me. So happy to know him btw, if not im just gonna be such a forever alone. Luls
6) Let me i tell you, bestie is someone which you're so "clicked" with. You can be weirdo, you can say things, you can discuss and ask anything without any wrong. Well like my bestie and i, we have so many things similar and clicked together. I dont know lahh whether i self-indulgence, feeling-feeling myself or im on my weed or (SyokSendiri) but honestly its true.
7) I, as someone who is so God thankfully to met my bestie in this earth, the one who i clicked with, someone that im so comfortable to say things and to do something ofcourse its normal i guess for me to feel jelous. Am i right? Its true kan?!!! Do you have a bestie? If you do then ofcourse you will feel jelous with your bestie am i right? Just maybe that i might probably overly jelous kot idk. LoL
8) Well i honestly from deep inside i dont like when others tries to get closed to my bestie and suddently my paranoid mind comes and say this asshole surely tries to get my bestie and bla bla just named it right. Then, Tries to borrow my bestie's things like hello can you just go get yourself or go borrow from other peoples. The worst shit ever tries to share my bestie's foods like heyy go buy yourself laa asshole youre not poor since you have those expensive gadgets kan. Oh wait the other worst shit ever is that when some assholes from i dont know which jungle they came, and then enter to the my bestie's house and asked permission to have an overnight or they wants to "tumpang tidur". LOL.
And bitch that asshole's house not that far just the next houses or next area go home laa asshole. Lol but ofcourse i wont say it to those asshole kannn...
9) There's one day that ive called my bestie ,texted him but i got no reply. So i was damn fucking worried. And then i just left the house and go to my bestie's house. Guess what? I saw some assholes came to my bestie's house and the house was full of laughter. Can u imagine my body was acting in fully sympathetic, even when im on the way to my besties's house i swear i dont feel like im walking its just like my feets didnt touch the earth. But the moment when i came i saw laughter in the house. Hmmmmm :-/ ofcourse lah i asked my bestie "why didnt you pick up the fhone and reply my text?" And the answer was very simple " fhone on charging and i didnt hear it". Lols but yeahh since he is my bestie kann nothing much just to forgive easily even inside the heart you feels like a volcano mountain's eruptions kann. But thats the speciality that my family and my one bestie has. :))
10) well, back to the topic Bestie. My bestie is someone that i really care, like, love whatever just name it. For me my bestie is not just my bestie but more to my family, my flesh. Let me i tell you why i say i care, like, love and etc.? Why? Because my bestie who i truely trust from deep inside. Even certain things or story no one else knows except my bestie. Yup no one else knows not even my family. Because certain things i feels much more comfortable to tell to my bestie rather than sharing it with my family itself.
11) Next, i always believed that my bestie is very special lah for me. You see im so fussy with cleanliness and bla bla but heyyy my bestie and i seemingly has no boundary. Hahaha i can share my drinks, my foods, my this and that just named it what? I can share everything and i dont mind because i feels so comfortable and i just dont mind. I swear to god for that.
12) Well, my family, my bestie are peoples that i dont have my ego to show. For me there's no point for me to keep my ego when im with them. Am i right? I just keep my ego when im not with them. :)) huhuhu
13) You see, not all days the sun is shining bright am i right? As the malay idiom says "sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit" (even the teeth bites the tongue). Sometimes ofcourse lah its normal even within the family itself pon we had a little fight isnt it so does with my bestie. But somehow i dont think lah i had a fight with my bestie just that small-emo with certain things.
14) Well whose not sad when you have an instict that other assholes tries to take your bestie away from you am i right? Selfies with a space of one mm between two shoulders, laugh together, text always more than i text my bestie, call n videocall always more than i do, and many things, whose on earth not sad and emo kann..? Ofcourse lah i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, i hate to see it. I even overthinking about it sometimes. Hahaha . Ofcourse im gonna be sad as hell. Because i honestly a loyal one to my bestie. I even gets angry when someone tries to say something about my bestie. My ears goes red and i will look at them with my side eyes just to show them that im angry. And i just left those asshole and in my heart says "fuck you". Hahahahaha its never be wrong okayyh.
15) Well, before i stop for a while writing this entry i got one story to be shared. It was in egypt and its between my bestie and i. One day, i purposedly pretended to be emo. Yeah ive said it i pretended to emo without any single problem. Its just to see whether my bestie cares or not. Well what i was hoping was that my bestie he will come to me and ask me "are you ok?" Or "what happened to you?" Or "what's wrong with you?" Thats the idea..!!! Well.. You know laaaa those kind of questions kann. And what i thought was that he gonna come to me or my house and he gonna do something maybe treat me some foods and bla bla. So i just keep pretending that im in an emo state with my shit face and all those. Honestly ive done this so many times lol. Lets see whether it works or not. Lolol. And guess what! Fast guess it...!!! What he did was nothing. Yeah nothing..!!! Not even a move.
16) yeahh tell me about it how stress i am at that time. And and i guess lah, i guess he even gets happier. He laughed alot(i heard). He seems to be so okay and yet just like nothing happened. I was so damn "bengang" but then i just keep pretending for days lols. Well what i thought was that something gonna heppend, he gonna text me or call me. And even after days nothing has changed lol. He even gets much happier and even took selfies with some assholes. So i was literally quite sad and a little bit frustrated lah at that time. And finally guess what?! The following week, i just came to him, talked normally, walked, tiffined at the cafe together, go to his house and i just act normally like nothing happened. Hahahahahahahahahaha . Sucks isnt ?! Yeah tell me about it. Just sucks. But what to do kann...? Thats him, my best-best-best-best-bestie's best attitude. Huhuhuhu hahahahaha maybe thats the weak side, but the good side of him waaaahhhh cant tell you, not enough papers n time to write for it.
17) At that time, in fact untill this time i always think that must be that my bestie never care me laah even if im gone he's just gonna be a happy little human lol. Kidding. I know he's not right, right?! Hahahahahha
18) just to add a little bit more at that time, my feelings was so "bengang" and i feels to skin-alive my bestie. Hahahahaha jkjkjk :)) ofcourse i wont lah. That's ridiculous.
19) Well i always want to know what are the things that he always hates on me, hates about me, hates my doing. Oh btw he always hurts me by saying that i am pffftt anoyying and he wants me to changed. I knew it that im annoying, no doubt but well not to all, just with certain peoples. But as i said since we want someone in our life to stay we will always closed our eyes and forgive easily. Hehehehe
20) ok lah since there're so many stories to be told . I guess just untill here for me writing this entry. We'll continue later. Stay tuned. Huhuhu
21) AND NEVER FORGET THAT MY BESTIE IS ALWAYS MINE,DONT GET CLOSED,TEXT,CALL OR DO ANYTHING WITH MY BESTIE. BECAUSE I SWEAR YOU WILL BE MY NEXT FOE..!!! AND YOU GONNA SHIT IN YOUR PANTS!!! LOL HAHAHAHAHA
(12th december 2014, 5.51pm)
